Random thoughts

Lately, I have been thinking about things that just warm my heart!  I like to write them down so that one day I can go back and read them!!

• To know that my lord and savior loves me unconditionally, even when I fail over and over!  He is always there to pick me up and hug me and say, I'm here, I can do this for you and I love you!
• 4 words that MELT my heart every time... "I love you, Momma!"
• Having the MOST amazing, selfless, caring, loving, providing husband!!
• To hear the boys getting along, playing and NOT fighting!  (GREAT music to my ears)
• To be blessed with the opportunity to further my education and  do something that I never thought I would want, much less want it as much as I do!  
• To have family and friends that love and support me!
• To be able to afford to buy another house
• To be able to spend last summer and this summer with the boys (even though after just reading a friends blog, I feel the same way she does).  I am with the boys all the time but am I really with and spending time with them?  :( Not like I should, I am happy when they get along and play and have friends to play with!! Must work on this!  They will be gone before I know it!
• That as a parent, it is SO hard having to discipline the boys!  I KNOW that they need it and it will be in their best interest but it is so hard having to be the "mean" one and be strict.  But I refuse to have brats/heathen children that have no discipline and training.
• The fact that my husband works SO hard and SO much to allow me to follow my dream and my calling in life, nursing school!!! There is NO way I could do it without him.  He is my rock!!!
• Thankful for the opportunity that Ryan and I had to buy a house, even while I am in school.  We didn't think that would be possible and we would have to wait until I was finished with school, but God had other plans and for that we are thankful
• Thankful for the many reminders that God is ALWAYS on my side and will never leave me nor forsake me!! Praise God!!
• For the many, many reminders throughout life, and Nursing School included, that God is will me all the time and he will either talk directly to me and remind me or he talks to others for them to minister and speak to me through them..... He is Amazing!!!